Off

I woke up in the middle of the night to Brynn crying. I went into her room and she was sitting up and saying "ow" holding a winnie the pooh stuffed animal. She said mommy this (pointing to his ear) was in here (pointing to her own ear) and now my ear hurts....hmmmm...not real sure. I covered her back up and went back to bed. However, I didn't really feel that well once I got back in bed. A little stomach bug has been circulating my classroom so of course my mind automatically went to that...it took a little while to fall back asleep (this was around 1 am btw). Then I woke up at 4:30 and didn't really feel yucky anymore, so I fell back asleep until my alarm went off at 5:05. I proceeded to get up and felt icky again. I have showered and sat to eat breakfast...maybe I am hungry?...but still feel off. My stomach just isn't quite right today...is today or the next day or 2 going to be "THE DAY" ??? Not sure. I still feel anxious because Brynn's labor was so different, I didn't have a chance to really "feel" the contractions on my own. I expressed this to the doc. that I am not even sure what real contractions feel like. With B my water broke before I had contractions, so I didn't even have to think about it because we were at the hospital before they hooked me up to potosin to get them started (since my water had already broken). How do contractions usually start out? Is my tummy just going to feel "off" before they kick into high gear? Yesterday I had a lot of pressure (down there) but that has been somewhat normal for the past couple months....I am just so unsure and feel uncertain since I am getting ready for work and still have 2 weeks until my maternity leave is supposed to begin...I don't think I will make it, but we shall see!!! :) Here is to a wonderful day!!!